i m back after a long time !

Hey my lovely blog ! miss me all this while i m not here?
sorry to neglect u ! but wordpress can hides my sorrow. so ...
i m too lazy to come ! but well. here i m ! now i blog my sorrow , pour it out to you .
cos this is the place i would feel so much like myself. feel like no one would come here and disturb whatever i say .
i love this blog (:

enough about the lovey dovey part. lets go straight into my ranting .
srsly , IF all this wasnt real then dont lead me on already , treat me like what you did yesterday.
SIMPLE AND NICE , it will really end things then , lead me on & you will srslsy find it hard to get rid of me .
& please . why do you only talk to me when jason talks?
he lead you to talk to me ? or he persuade you to talk to me ? or , the worst you cant bear me talking to him?
why?
facebook i added him , you added me . he dont talk to me , you dont talk. & when he do and you do .
what th fuck you want. i fucking ask you.
what the silly fuck you want?
you are jealous we talked? you bloody like him? (please dont tell me that i fucking faint )
is that all coincidental. or is that all jealousy ?
Jason is a good guy & i wont hurt him , yes i bloody swear upon this post.
(((((:
& you . you hurt me , more then once , & i think its your turn to get this kind of treatment already .
but i cant help but smile when the conv w your name blinks.
On the other contary hand, i tried to annalyse. i tried to think why ? why would you only shows this kind of attention on me when jason talks,
two reasons seems so true .
1. you like jason. ( which i will bloody faint if this is true )
2. you are jealous over him . ( which i dk why )
damn this is so possible.
you are drivin me crazy with all this drama. like a shitzxz ..
you made my body clock goes without rest. & you made my whole world just crumple. fuck it, fuck it .
After knowing you , my IQ from 100 can become Genius IQ cn. with so many questions . & yet to be found answer. i m going maaaaad.