goodbye just two words

Like a cat seriously.

i feelt like crying. damn it .

Anw. i save his picture i donknw why lah.
i say i m gng to forget him
But thn , i say one set i do another
there , in Public ( Friends&Family) i m trying lik fuck to forget him yet in private i m here blogging and saving his picture.
i cant find the picture that i like most * the one he is pointing middle finger while webcamming ):
i like that the most ! *Crys.

Well. Knew something from benedict dk after so long,
Well. am i suppose to be happy and jump ard knowing or shd i be sad?
Hms i shd be happy that i once live in his heart shdnt i ?
But well. thats the whole fk-ing point .
He like me before , In all the while i am feeling damn inferior to him .
he like me .
argr.rrr. i donknow what made him gave up But according to what ben said
: He like you that time , maybe miscommunication made him ** Assume** That you dont like him Hence he GAVE UP !!
PS: Like hey when did i ever said or hint that i dont like you uh ZHANGJIAWEI ! can you don assume anot ah!!
well heading back to the point .
He like another girl now. Joyce shd be.
he is so into her.
well , his personal msg is getting sadder and sadder day by day.
Hurts me .
well. i m not sure can i let go of him ? but what shd i do ?
i m like a scaredycat. i cant go talk to him alrd .
i m so scared that he wont reply me again. I AM SO BLOODY SCARED LAH!
only way is to find out him from benedict , Only way is to cry lik fuck , Only way is to forget him
i knw its all going to be a hard process , but what more can i do ?
well. nd after this end . i promise & i swear i will never love a person b4 i m certain he like me.
i swear uh.

Its truely amazing how fate can twine & play w two person at its finger.

Byebye zjw.

its a fact that i love you once & love you now.

But maybe its not deep enough for you to find out.

or you are not observant enough.

well. only word left to say is - BE HAPPY ALWAYS