Heart fails me.

Heys. i m here again .
on a . random basis lik you can say.
i m talking to him. yes i auto-roam again.
i mean like i told god, i just want to chat w him before i m off to genting. thats all.
since i caught him online. then fine. chat abit since god alr grant me my chance.
nevermind about me falling w him, or ah winx say i dont attract him or anything.
so what? i m only chatting w him.
okay. so thats what i think? but why does my heart hurts now?
Like i m betraying my own will.
okay . fuck evrything. i m off to genting tmr. so just enjoy this conv . and if theres any chance then grab it. if none. then fuck it off.
its just another guy i fails to get only . Happens always.
i will be better in no time . i guess. (:

yes, i m boring , i m stupid. unkind etc. fuck it all off okay!
zjw got himself a nice girl. mickey got yanting . BLOODY FUCK.
they fails me yet they have better then me.
what a bloody fucking unfair world! cb! --"
i m going club. i m gng rebel. fuck off la. piorities my foot.