it has been a blur whether its the iphone lost , my mother ignoring me , or when anything is lost or spoil my mother would blame me , or was it because i lost my best friend.
i hate to return to this home , after a long tired day of work , my mother would still ask , where is the motherfucking key ! I fucking didnt take okay mother ! how many fucking times you want me to tell you . i really hate you and you are always accusing me of something i never do , it has not happen only one time , its alot of time , and when you finally realise its you who has it all along , you never bother to say sorry . its always you are the one that is right , and others are wrong ,
did you ever bother to think about it ? you say your life is hard , but you had just enough to eat , you have a job , you once had your good friend , yet you complain about everything as if its the end of the world , why? you know what , i hate your character , though daddy always say you have a soft spot. you just said in a moment of fury , i know he might be right , but have you think that the words you say has hurt others , for lifetime? you never think about others , only yourself , arbo the whole world people all die , you live alone better right .
its mother day today , thoughtful me still bought you the present , yet you just look @ it and throw it on the table. ( shitty 98.7 still tell me cookbook is a nice gift ) FUCKING REGRET I BUY IT . I SHOULD NEVER GIVE YOU ANY MONEY , ANY FUCKING COOKBOOK. YOU SELFISH COW ! i hate you , on this mother day. i hate you !
did you ever bother to think about it ? you say your life is hard , but you had just enough to eat , you have a job , you once had your good friend , yet you complain about everything as if its the end of the world , why? you know what , i hate your character , though daddy always say you have a soft spot. you just said in a moment of fury , i know he might be right , but have you think that the words you say has hurt others , for lifetime? you never think about others , only yourself , arbo the whole world people all die , you live alone better right .
its mother day today , thoughtful me still bought you the present , yet you just look @ it and throw it on the table. ( shitty 98.7 still tell me cookbook is a nice gift ) FUCKING REGRET I BUY IT . I SHOULD NEVER GIVE YOU ANY MONEY , ANY FUCKING COOKBOOK. YOU SELFISH COW ! i hate you , on this mother day. i hate you !
-------------------------09 may 2010--------------------------------------------------
i think , i lost my best friend , i used to go to her whenever i got all this problem ,
she would be there for me always . but today , i cant go to her , i tried to tell her , but she wasnt aware. she never wanted to be there for me again ,
she never share things with me again, its over . the bonds are fading day by day .
because of the hectic life ,
she never share things with me again, its over . the bonds are fading day by day .
because of the hectic life ,
maybe one day , we might even become stranger along a busy street ,embarass to see each other , and mumbled a quick hi before zapping off to our destination ,
would it happen?
or would what we imagine happen? we will rent a condo together , we will go double dates. we will go overseas together ? we will still be best friends 10 yrs , 20 yrs down the road ? i m sick and tired of my life. things are happening at a more faster pace then i can absorb or even try to change it ,
why cant i just die ?
would it happen?
or would what we imagine happen? we will rent a condo together , we will go double dates. we will go overseas together ? we will still be best friends 10 yrs , 20 yrs down the road ? i m sick and tired of my life. things are happening at a more faster pace then i can absorb or even try to change it ,
why cant i just die ?
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