NowNow , its my secret blog , since yes , my blog have viewers.
& i swear not t mention him anymore. which is a LIE !
cos i will mention him here! & tsk no one know!
even when i have a hubby , yea ! he do not know.
Unless , one day Mickey go blogspot.com & type his full name.
which is impossible? so this will be hidden forever.
only for my own visual comfort (:
all ofth th past i can state till i happy.
all of the bad thing i wanna say abt him or her i can say till i happy.
No one will tag , no one will ask & Imptly. No one even knows thats thr is this stupid blog!
trust me. its completely safe.
maybe jo ? if she is intrested t read? lolxD

& . FOR ME , he is someone i always wish t be with Forever.
& he is really a nice guy . first look & i know he is th one i wanted .
we USED t talk on phone every night. talking abt our ex, wht we did for them &in return .
we got back shit *
we USED to call each other names. & we USED t make silly bets w each oth.
We used t do so much tgt.
in the end i rmb-ed it more thn you.
am i erased frm your memory?
am i replaced?
Why is everything happening so fast. i cant catch any glimpse. i cant catch no meaning,
i only know you are th most beautiful man that god snatch from me .
that god arrange that we are nt meant to.

13Nov. does it ring any bell t you now?
. i swear in my lifetime. 13 nov, Hatred is forever in my heart , just like a tattoo !
& I Swear you will always be part of me.
i swear good & bad. yes you are forever in my heart.
i swear.

i miss you & those times Together.

i miss your touch,

your lips,

your eyes,

your facial complexion,

your highlighted hair,

your black hair.

yes everything.

The way you say its just a frog ,

the way you can come t my house just t pei me even if it rains,

the way you hold me close w you in front of your friends.

the way you just held my hands wout further notice

the way you hug me to sleep.

the way you munch on nice foood ,

the way your eye search for me,

the way you never get angry no matter how much i make you ,

the way your 8 calls melted my solid heart,

& THE WAY YOU REPLACED HIM (:

i love you chenjiahao. yes i wish so much i m shouting out this word ilu !
& yes i wish so much , i m MRS MICKEY , i am MRS CHEN ,
i wish so much you are my boyf . no matter wht thy say!
hais ~