I got my heart in my mouth !
its like my heart is thumping so so fast while see-ing you appearing online & didnt talk t me
i m betting w myself ,
will he talk t me?
wil he wil he ?
i donknw, second guy ! fate?
past two days sms & naming and such , brought me fun and laughters.
and tday i m hopelessly waiting for your msg , which is never-gng t come.
i feel , broken ,
as though you are every where now.

call me flirt if you want. bt i miss the two of them greatly
when will it become 1 ?
when will i become the one. when can i stop dreaming and settle down nicely?
i donknw? all those broken answers to my broken dreams
would you be the one t give me those links t my answers.
i have been waiting , thinking i m unwanted and such ,
would you be the one , holding my hand and breaking those curses of unwanted.
i always think why m i th one god neglected.
i m beautiful arent i ?
why are those eyes not on me? why m i stil left on the shelf while everyone starts t get attached t their other half.
fuck ! fuck this arrangement !
fuck you for nt talking t me !
fuck you lah!

i got thousand of questions for you pubor !
why not me ?! --"
okay, i m feeling super down now!
shall do things tt make me happier ! (:
like . msg-ing some one? haha
disturbing him
anw, shd i not or shd i hurt Ong shunxing? ahhhh
mother fucker! i donwan think of it anymore!
ciaos ):