Yo mickey secret blog again?
i just have the temptation to write again .
had my orhNi tday . i search th whole chinatown for it .
maybe its cravings. maybe its becos orhni is what he promised me , or maybe its because i think too much .
everytime i pass through , or go through all the memories places we once go to . or promise we would go to somedays.
i would think of you.
chinatown , vivo, bukit batok 1 head , my living room, hillgrove secondary, fajar market , Lrt stations , stjohn headquarter.

I am not sure if you still remember all these places we once go.

all those memories we once shared.

those lover-words we told each other.

i cant believe i m alone now.

what went wrong boy ?

what made yoo leave , i miss you .

miss holding on to you .

miss holding your hands and feel that you are always here

miss that .. whatever i do , thr will always be you here supporting me

miss that .. no matter how long the day is , at last in the dark, silent night i will be able t hear your comforting voice assuring me that everything will be alright.

i miss you , mickey chenjiahao

i know that everything is too late to return to the past .

i know that your heart isnt here anymore.

i know the girl you call "your girl" will nt be me anymore

i will try very hard to erase you from my memories.

my baby , my goodbye

my sincerest blessings to you(:

i cant say i would forget you this fast

bt , like i say , i would try .

i know your girl isnt me . iknowyouarehappy

your nick says so ? doesnt it.

面对你的时候 我不会舍不得

my nick says these now.

im making sure i wont forgive & forget

i wont push all the blame to myself.

i know you have been cheating on me . zhupipi.

all those memories. i know . they are all fake.

man-made . i know they are.

natural feelings. who would give me ?

this blog. will be forever here.

i wont close it down nor would i let anyone close it.

my mickey , he will be in my heart somewhr.

the mickey , i would allow him to go anywhere he want. as long he dont bothers about my life.

zaijian.

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念

你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要事过境迁的以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一刻 我们有缘在见

你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手