Arghhh .rrrr. grrr..

i m feeling veryvery bad now !\

i wish i got a knife now. so i could kill myself.

well. i could really jump down now if things got worse.

i hope not..

As if jw didnt talk to me , or reply me last night isnt worsee enough for me,

i fucking got warning from lecturers that if i skip any more fucking bored lessons , i mfucking gnna get debar lah --"

fuck only --"

And as if that wasnt enough,

Tday he fucking Nver talk to me again.

& as if that wasnt the end. mummy fucking come and see my make ups.& found out i took her cliques lipgloss. SHIT I WAS SUPPOSE TO PUT BACK --"

but well.

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And yes , my dearest winxwinx just tell me she saw jw with girls . pretty girls .

weifeng w girls .

yes i admit i don like weifeng. bt somehow i want him to still conc on me .

& i seriously think well, he is scary , i cant trust him now =x

barrier. sorry wf ):

say i m selfish. i donknow . fuckshit .

i donknow why i become lik tt lah.

AND FOR JW . i said i wont give up.

well till now , havent chg! bt soooon la

somehow i m sick and tired of his attitude towards me

i m sick and tired of empty hopes.

really damn sick and tired is , i must always make the first move.

its tiring to like a person , and wanting him to notice you.

i seriously only hope that you would just . notice me

am i so insignificant serioously?

who have you hurt? your blog?

hais. i m gng t go crazy le.

fate. wht is the nexxt one ?

fuck i m so gng t slp ! tmr 8 class!

cheeeebye btr dont let ! 3gu wil just kill me.

chop my head off --

kkk la! ciaos. (: