LIARS,

Wew. i m blogging here , yes i m ,
whats that surprise expression for? no not you but is me i m talking bout.
cause i m the one reading all these nonsensical stuffs i m writting down here,
i havent talk t him. i m still keeping it. but bloody fuck . it seems i m not holding down any longer.
you know that kind of feeling ,
like i-miss-you-so-much-wanna-talk-to-you-but-dissapointed kind of feeling ,
yes i m feeling it now,
& it shucks to be honest.
nobody told me its going to be so hardwork and will to not talk to him
& bloody fuck , its just a talk. like it will hurt me --"
but i m too bloody fuck scared. yea i m a cat. whatever i say okay.
i m just a cat who havent even walk out of jiawei`s failure.

Anw, i googled him yesterday . no i m not a fucking pervert .
but internet is a slump ytd.
you know , there are hollywood stars of my every ex name, songs.
bloody fuck, & out of curiousity , i was wondering tyfin was it really a unique name like only he has it
and guess what i googled out, he was the only person that have this name out of like trillions people in this world.
WAHHHH. TALK ABOUT UNIQUENESS.
his mom definetely wants him to be unique.
okay i m definetely out of question now .
back-to-what-i-am-suppose-to-get-out-NOW
. pfft. i m a cat. i know im a cat.
okay , he is still online. & he havent talk to me. like he will.
miracles dont happen always you see boon jl ,
but i didnt missed this one didnt i ?
i m always being myself in this one, didnt act a single bit .
but why isnt he interested , in like at all --'
anw i googled. & shows on canoe polo info.
his fucking bloody bday is on feb29.
why does he even bother to hide his birthday from me.
& google even shows me to rachelle blog.
he is a fuck BLOODY mix blood --" wtf .
HE IS LYING ALL THIS WHILE?! but why?
he can be true to them but not me? why. do i pose a threat to you.
shita!