Yes, i finally cried yesterday.
fr the same guy , i cried fr 4 months ago, or was it longer.
i thought i was over him.
initially thought.
i was right, i was never over him. was i ?
i don know. from the moment , havannias was on my leg. i felt like theres a familarity creeping inside me. a kind of emotion so strong that waiting to rush out like a running river.
cried myself to sleep. thought of those times together.
Told myself. its over , told myself i hv to stand strong. & not crumple down to such a state.
Told myself. i want him to regret. regret for not choosin me.
i m going to be more beautiful than ever.
i m not gonna cry anymore , i tell myself. cos i deserve better
and , zjw will come crying, crawling back to me!
i m back to one.
& i am going to climb from th very basic. and reach the top!

pimples -free.
Eyelid op.
(: Thats all i need to become gorgeous like forever . With no make up needed!
WOO
amazing yes. cmon (: