Heyo . i say hey and you say yo.
sometimes in life , i just do not know what i want .
its like my life is in a mess. like you , like studies , like job.
If they say that . life is just like a thousand of test put tgt , thn i knew i must be a bad student that hv F in all of life modules.
Love , family, friends , and evrything.
what hv i done after all of my living these years?
what can i do , expect in my life , after i grw up .
theres this song , Que sera.
no doubt . its lyrics is meaningful to me . my favourite life quote is from there. and it will never change.
People always tell me . see things , see life from other angle. and i might find smthg frm there.
still. i cant find it .
why ? am i born to be a useless bum in this world?

You , yes you , tyfin zhikai.
I donknow why . i got this deadly attraction to you.
jo thinks you are like Hua ze rui. was it why? i was attracted.
cause of your mysterious. what is this? i like guys tt are mysterious?
i m so sick and tired of all these.
people do not believe i Do not hv a boyf ,
out of 10 , probably only 1 believe .
i just dont know why. attractive am i ?
pretty am i?
sometime i just do not hv the confidence anymore
. not any of the , yea i m not inferior t you confident anymore.
thats tiring . to be honest . to keep telling myself that i m pretty.
sometimes its more tiring to keep up to you .
i feel that . i m giving up. this time for real.

Just like that fool .