I m tiredddddddd.
freaking tired of me & him ,
i m like nobody to him .
i hate to see that his blog have another new blog link of girl.
Hate t see , FUCKING hate to seee .. new girls photo on his blog,
MA DE --"
though i m nobody to him.

Yes , this is the reason why i decide to get over him
cause. i cant see any reason why not to.
though jo gave me lots of reason why not To .
bt , well. thy are just reasons. no factual or what
..

Reasons to get over him :

• Cant see any future w him
• too insecure. ( too many girls falling around him __
• Too handsome. ( fuck , is tt a reason ? )
• he lied.
• i never once imagine that i feel like . kissing him ? ( OHGOD, --")
• i m mad.
• there are better guys out there.
• HE DONT SMOKE?
• Too good to be mine ?
• He is not rich ( i m materialistic okay ! --" )

Reasons not to get over him *

• He is a good guy ?
• He asked me out. ( JUST TWO OF US ) !! ( JO CLAIM BY THIS PT , HE DOES HAVE INTEREST IN ME)
• i m okay for him. ( Not ugly what !!! )
• HE IS HOT !
• i like him once & still abit now.
• i m mad.
• he dont smoke !?
• HE STUDY WELL. WORK WELL. FIT & HANDSOME
• he is damn hot !
• i find no other guys hotter thn him. ( well except . yan ya lun )

Shit. common test is ending soon

i m gng to have the .. courage soon.

to make myself. joke of the day --"

i love you , yes. bt loving you make me feel like a idiot.

fuck. is okay if i leave? doesnt it matters to you . those dance , flirty msg, and caring concerns.

does it goes to others girls too ?

why do i feel inferior to you.

i m not. fucker --

CHUI --"