What the fuck!?
Leading me on blindly . Fuck off mans!
i don need guys like you to control my damn life.
its my damn pathetic life. yes . not much interesting life.
fuck. yes so what if you are gorgeous. hot . fit. 6 big packed small packed.
i don bllooody care now. fine i fall in love w you at first cause : damn you are bloody hot!
bt now. really , i m falling in love w your personality , with th secure you give me . w all the bloody freaking . i donknow what.
i cant deny looks does matters alot. sumore. you are hot noted pls !
so yes i fall in love w you !
But what th hell. i m just a fling. plaything probably . hahah . no i think bloody more suited to be dog .
call as when you like it . thn chase away as when you like it also.
i don deserve that fucking treatment from anyone. least from you.
thats what i get , fr loving someone perfect yes ?
hahaa. big improvement my backside .
that night. what all the bloody pretendence about.
yes you jio-ed me out. out in the bloody fucking xmas eve eve night. you rmbed. yes me too!
that night. you treated me so well. it makes me bloooody think . freaking think out of nowhere think . zhangjiawei is MINE .
BOOON`S jiawei. but no. why? why do this to me?
out of responsiblity bcos is you jioed me out and so you have to pei me . eat my damn nasi lemak when i donwant to. talk t me about your life. hear my damn life. watch me gng around consoling your damn drunk friend. walk w me in the rain. tell me blooody things i want to know . carry my bag. everything. you are so afraid of letting me do anything.
Why? bloody. everything that seems so damn true . yet they arent .
after eaach of us return home. blooody everything change to how it used to be .
ps : maybe i really shdnt use my-usedtobe for my blog --" { Just for laughs though , }
Anw, what can i do? blooody you refuse to reply my blooody msg.
my urgency to talk to you. bloody you shut me out from what it seems a perfect love.
bloody bloody you. Liar . whats all that talk about , yes i would consider that girl
consider backside lah! --" but well. can i blame you?
yes ? no ?
you never lead me on do you? just that everytime i m forgetting you. getting fucking you out of my mind ,
you pop over , Yes noted pop over. sometimes just to say yo , sometimes ask me out.
well. gorgeous guy ask me out . of cos i oblige like why not right ?
damn it . why did i ?! and pooof* i cant bloody forget you again can i ?
shit ! & that all sums up why now now now POOR POOR ME cant forget you can i ?
bt . i shdnt blame you .
you didnt lead me on . like givin me msg or what.
you are a no-shitter person like me . well. almost like me .
we are just too similar.
we like , we go for it all& for once.
we don like . we bloody ask them fuck off.
yer. true Bloody . i get the hint now zjw.
i fuck off okay. never to enter your bloody world again.
bt yes. please bloody fuck off from mine too.
Similar but . yet. it ended this way.
what is real and what is not.
i m feeling giddy alr.
ps for long vuglar post. i just had to get it out of me .
no colour , no fancy font. nobody reads it deh.
only me . so yes. i m posting and slping !
finally i know . i tried i lose . i angry in the end, i can slp!
i m feeling so tired now . bye jiale (:
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