Sunday 1 am . plusplus?
He is back ! Zhanggggjiawei is finally back frm his msia trip!!
Well none of my business . but .. i did strike dates . i did count how long he will be gone.
I did not even want to online when he is not in country.
People used to ask me . " jiale , you really like jiawei? for his looks or his talent?"
i used to brush off the idea. and say haha, maybe just a crush.
But now. i crave for him ! i cant live without his scarsm.
i miss him. my head hurts as i think back to NP45 .
all those assholes actions . i donknow. i wanna ask you. i wanna ask you what?
ask you to be my boy? would you?
i find you hate me more &more now.
you dont even want to spend a min talking to me.
you dont used to be like this!
why this change?
m i not good enough for you.
i thought after what kenneth tell you. & you think well alrdy thn you contact me
i thought since you contact me. you must have want me like i want you. BUT NO!
--" you played me like doggy !!
like .. i donknow what.
one moment you are all full of anxiety , full of nonsense to entertain me . even i m angry you would let me scold you, Ask me out to movie , to find you !
&the next moment . i saw some freaking girl beside you. the next moment i turn back. everything i do was shit in your eye.
--"
tell me what you want wont you?
i don believe you like her.
you wan jacket , i got plenty. simi pun wu. you want WHAT !! TELL ME!!
--" you don tell , i donknow !
i miss you zjw.