oh my god. i m like addicted to this private blog.
i m like. posting here everyday.
anw, i really wna rant rant rant !
why huh! why those canoe guys nothing to do gossip me & jw.
its over mans, cant they bloody get it.
even fishy . everything is in the past .

Anw. things have been changing faster thn i have expected
. my life, everythin, everyday pass by in such a haste.
18 years on planet mother earth now .
havent achieve anything great. havent done a exceptionally kind deed, havent been a really gr8 person.
and yes. imptly i don know what , i want to do next time.
my plans and my life.
fck this . everytime i think of all these,
i feel so . useless . so . stupid.
its my life. yet i donknow anything .
i m gna start thinking of after .
not now only. set my sights further.
(:
anw. yes.
things confirmed to be done NOW !& in the future.
- Fillial to my parents esp daddy ! ( omg . words cant express how much i love him)
- I wanna study hard .get into uni & have a stable job . ( Like that thn can support daddy mummy(: )
- i wna Someone to love me ! MORE MORE MORE .
aiya, lazy la!
lastly . i wna my sisters to be w me , forever(: